Photo: CHELSEA LAUREN
NEXT UP Artist Grace Gaustad is kicking off Pride Month by releasing BRAND NEW MUSIC! Grace Gaustad's new song 'PILLBX' is out now and we have a special stripped-down performance just for you! Grace took to twitter to say:
I am dropping my first song βPillbxβ from my new album project on June 1st to stand up for those who arenβt always able to stand up for themselves.
Watch Grace Gaustad perform 'PILLBX' below:
Deep dive into the lyrics for 'PILLBX' below!
I donβt like to wake up
Now that Iβm a grown upΒ
Iβm never where I wanna be
Try to keep my nose cleanΒ
Make my mama proud of meΒ
Donβt think about my fantasiesΒ
But Iβve been living two lives
One of themβs in my mindΒ
Itβs how I spend my free timeΒ
Iβm running out of white lies
And Iβm running out of white linesΒ
And If you wanna know whyΒ
Iβve got such a bad sideΒ
I keep him on my bedsideΒ
Ask myself every night, would I want a different life?
If you could take a pill and make it go away would you change your face, your race, your weight, wake up say fuck it I donβt care what they sayΒ
Would you rather be straight, have different last name, never run away or make your parents mistakes
Have a love that lasts and get outta your headΒ
Never do another drug, never drink again
Smoke another cigarette, maybe choose better friends
Wake up, heads up, I saidΒ
Open up your pillbox
What you hate and what you love
Open up your pillboxΒ
If only we could write these upΒ
Open up your pillbox
I wish I had magic drugsΒ
Open up your pillboxΒ
If only we could write these up
As much I may want to
I canβt ever love you
Cause we donβt like the same things
Yeah, I have a lotta secretsΒ Β Β
Making love to my demonsΒ
Dying on the defense, with a reasonΒ
Cause Iβve been living two lives
One of themβs in my mindΒ
It's how I spend my free timeΒ
Iβm running out of white lies,Β
Iβm running out of white linesΒ
If you wanna know whyΒ
Iβve got such a bad sideΒ
I keep him on my bedsideΒ
Ask myself every night, would I want a different life?
If you could take a pill and make it go away would you change your face, your race, your weight, wake up say fuck it I donβt care what they sayΒ
Would you rather be straight, have different last name, never run away or make your parents mistakes
Have a love that lasts and get outta your headΒ
Never do another drug, never drink again
Smoke another cigarette maybe choose better friends
Wake up, heads up, I saidΒ
Open up your pillbox
What you hate and what you love
Open up your pillboxΒ
If only we could write these upΒ
Open up your pillbox
I wish I had magic drugsΒ
Open up your pillboxΒ
If only we could write these up