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WATCH: Grace Gaustad Performs 'PILLBX' (Stripped-Down Version)

Photo: CHELSEA LAUREN

NEXT UP Artist Grace Gaustad is kicking off Pride Month by releasing BRAND NEW MUSIC! Grace Gaustad's new song 'PILLBX' is out now and we have a special stripped-down performance just for you! Grace took to twitter to say:

I am dropping my first song β€œPillbx” from my new album project on June 1st to stand up for those who aren’t always able to stand up for themselves.

Watch Grace Gaustad perform 'PILLBX' below:

Deep dive into the lyrics for 'PILLBX' below!

I don’t like to wake up

Now that I’m a grown upΒ 

I’m never where I wanna be

Try to keep my nose cleanΒ 

Make my mama proud of meΒ 

Don’t think about my fantasiesΒ 

But I’ve been living two lives

One of them’s in my mindΒ 

It’s how I spend my free timeΒ 

I’m running out of white lies

And I’m running out of white linesΒ 

And If you wanna know whyΒ 

I’ve got such a bad sideΒ 

I keep him on my bedsideΒ 

Ask myself every night, would I want a different life?

If you could take a pill and make it go away would you change your face, your race, your weight, wake up say fuck it I don’t care what they sayΒ 

Would you rather be straight, have different last name, never run away or make your parents mistakes

Have a love that lasts and get outta your headΒ 

Never do another drug, never drink again

Smoke another cigarette, maybe choose better friends

Wake up, heads up, I saidΒ 

Open up your pillbox

What you hate and what you love

Open up your pillboxΒ 

If only we could write these upΒ 

Open up your pillbox

I wish I had magic drugsΒ 

Open up your pillboxΒ 

If only we could write these up

As much I may want to

I can’t ever love you

Cause we don’t like the same things

Yeah, I have a lotta secretsΒ Β Β 

Making love to my demonsΒ 

Dying on the defense, with a reasonΒ 

Cause I’ve been living two lives

One of them’s in my mindΒ 

It's how I spend my free timeΒ 

I’m running out of white lies,Β 

I’m running out of white linesΒ 

If you wanna know whyΒ 

I’ve got such a bad sideΒ 

I keep him on my bedsideΒ 

Ask myself every night, would I want a different life?

If you could take a pill and make it go away would you change your face, your race, your weight, wake up say fuck it I don’t care what they sayΒ 

Would you rather be straight, have different last name, never run away or make your parents mistakes

Have a love that lasts and get outta your headΒ 

Never do another drug, never drink again

Smoke another cigarette maybe choose better friends

Wake up, heads up, I saidΒ 

Open up your pillbox

What you hate and what you love

Open up your pillboxΒ 

If only we could write these upΒ 

Open up your pillbox

I wish I had magic drugsΒ 

Open up your pillboxΒ 

If only we could write these up


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