NEXT UP Artist Grace Gaustad is kicking off Pride Month by releasing BRAND NEW MUSIC! Grace Gaustad's new song 'PILLBX' is out now and we have a special stripped-down performance just for you! Grace took to twitter to say:
I am dropping my first song âPillbxâ from my new album project on June 1st to stand up for those who arenât always able to stand up for themselves.
Watch Grace Gaustad perform 'PILLBX' below:
Deep dive into the lyrics for 'PILLBX' below!
I donât like to wake up
Now that Iâm a grown upÂ
Iâm never where I wanna be
Try to keep my nose cleanÂ
Make my mama proud of meÂ
Donât think about my fantasiesÂ
But Iâve been living two lives
One of themâs in my mindÂ
Itâs how I spend my free timeÂ
Iâm running out of white lies
And Iâm running out of white linesÂ
And If you wanna know whyÂ
Iâve got such a bad sideÂ
I keep him on my bedsideÂ
Ask myself every night, would I want a different life?
If you could take a pill and make it go away would you change your face, your race, your weight, wake up say fuck it I donât care what they sayÂ
Would you rather be straight, have different last name, never run away or make your parents mistakes
Have a love that lasts and get outta your headÂ
Never do another drug, never drink again
Smoke another cigarette, maybe choose better friends
Wake up, heads up, I saidÂ
Open up your pillbox
What you hate and what you love
Open up your pillboxÂ
If only we could write these upÂ
Open up your pillbox
I wish I had magic drugsÂ
Open up your pillboxÂ
If only we could write these up
As much I may want to
I canât ever love you
Cause we donât like the same things
Yeah, I have a lotta secrets  Â
Making love to my demonsÂ
Dying on the defense, with a reasonÂ
Cause Iâve been living two lives
One of themâs in my mindÂ
It's how I spend my free timeÂ
Iâm running out of white lies,Â
Iâm running out of white linesÂ
If you wanna know whyÂ
Iâve got such a bad sideÂ
I keep him on my bedsideÂ
Ask myself every night, would I want a different life?
If you could take a pill and make it go away would you change your face, your race, your weight, wake up say fuck it I donât care what they sayÂ
Would you rather be straight, have different last name, never run away or make your parents mistakes
Have a love that lasts and get outta your headÂ
Never do another drug, never drink again
Smoke another cigarette maybe choose better friends
Wake up, heads up, I saidÂ
Open up your pillbox
What you hate and what you love
Open up your pillboxÂ
If only we could write these upÂ
Open up your pillbox
I wish I had magic drugsÂ
Open up your pillboxÂ
If only we could write these up