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WATCH: Grace Gaustad Performs 'PILLBX' (Stripped-Down Version)

Photo: CHELSEA LAUREN

NEXT UP Artist Grace Gaustad is kicking off Pride Month by releasing BRAND NEW MUSIC! Grace Gaustad's new song 'PILLBX' is out now and we have a special stripped-down performance just for you! Grace took to twitter to say:

I am dropping my first song ā€œPillbxā€ from my new album project on June 1st to stand up for those who aren’t always able to stand up for themselves.

Watch Grace Gaustad perform 'PILLBX' below:

Deep dive into the lyrics for 'PILLBX' below!

I don’t like to wake up

Now that I’m a grown upĀ 

I’m never where I wanna be

Try to keep my nose cleanĀ 

Make my mama proud of meĀ 

Don’t think about my fantasiesĀ 

But I’ve been living two lives

One of them’s in my mindĀ 

It’s how I spend my free timeĀ 

I’m running out of white lies

And I’m running out of white linesĀ 

And If you wanna know whyĀ 

I’ve got such a bad sideĀ 

I keep him on my bedsideĀ 

Ask myself every night, would I want a different life?

If you could take a pill and make it go away would you change your face, your race, your weight, wake up say fuck it I don’t care what they sayĀ 

Would you rather be straight, have different last name, never run away or make your parents mistakes

Have a love that lasts and get outta your headĀ 

Never do another drug, never drink again

Smoke another cigarette, maybe choose better friends

Wake up, heads up, I saidĀ 

Open up your pillbox

What you hate and what you love

Open up your pillboxĀ 

If only we could write these upĀ 

Open up your pillbox

I wish I had magic drugsĀ 

Open up your pillboxĀ 

If only we could write these up

As much I may want to

I can’t ever love you

Cause we don’t like the same things

Yeah, I have a lotta secretsĀ Ā Ā 

Making love to my demonsĀ 

Dying on the defense, with a reasonĀ 

Cause I’ve been living two lives

One of them’s in my mindĀ 

It's how I spend my free timeĀ 

I’m running out of white lies,Ā 

I’m running out of white linesĀ 

If you wanna know whyĀ 

I’ve got such a bad sideĀ 

I keep him on my bedsideĀ 

Ask myself every night, would I want a different life?

If you could take a pill and make it go away would you change your face, your race, your weight, wake up say fuck it I don’t care what they sayĀ 

Would you rather be straight, have different last name, never run away or make your parents mistakes

Have a love that lasts and get outta your headĀ 

Never do another drug, never drink again

Smoke another cigarette maybe choose better friends

Wake up, heads up, I saidĀ 

Open up your pillbox

What you hate and what you love

Open up your pillboxĀ 

If only we could write these upĀ 

Open up your pillbox

I wish I had magic drugsĀ 

Open up your pillboxĀ 

If only we could write these up


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