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NEXT UP Artist Grace Gaustad is kicking off Pride Month by releasing BRAND NEW MUSIC! Grace Gaustad's new song 'PILLBX' is out now and we have a special stripped-down performance just for you! Grace took to twitter to say:
I am dropping my first song “Pillbx” from my new album project on June 1st to stand up for those who aren’t always able to stand up for themselves.
Watch Grace Gaustad perform 'PILLBX' below:
Deep dive into the lyrics for 'PILLBX' below!
I don’t like to wake up
Now that I’m a grown up
I’m never where I wanna be
Try to keep my nose clean
Make my mama proud of me
Don’t think about my fantasies
But I’ve been living two lives
One of them’s in my mind
It’s how I spend my free time
I’m running out of white lies
And I’m running out of white lines
And If you wanna know why
I’ve got such a bad side
I keep him on my bedside
Ask myself every night, would I want a different life?
If you could take a pill and make it go away would you change your face, your race, your weight, wake up say fuck it I don’t care what they say
Would you rather be straight, have different last name, never run away or make your parents mistakes
Have a love that lasts and get outta your head
Never do another drug, never drink again
Smoke another cigarette, maybe choose better friends
Wake up, heads up, I said
Open up your pillbox
What you hate and what you love
Open up your pillbox
If only we could write these up
Open up your pillbox
I wish I had magic drugs
Open up your pillbox
If only we could write these up
As much I may want to
I can’t ever love you
Cause we don’t like the same things
Yeah, I have a lotta secrets
Making love to my demons
Dying on the defense, with a reason
Cause I’ve been living two lives
One of them’s in my mind
It's how I spend my free time
I’m running out of white lies,
I’m running out of white lines
If you wanna know why
I’ve got such a bad side
I keep him on my bedside
Ask myself every night, would I want a different life?
If you could take a pill and make it go away would you change your face, your race, your weight, wake up say fuck it I don’t care what they say
Would you rather be straight, have different last name, never run away or make your parents mistakes
Have a love that lasts and get outta your head
Never do another drug, never drink again
Smoke another cigarette maybe choose better friends
Wake up, heads up, I said
Open up your pillbox
What you hate and what you love
Open up your pillbox
If only we could write these up
Open up your pillbox
I wish I had magic drugs
Open up your pillbox
If only we could write these up