NEXT UP Artist Grace Gaustad is kicking off Pride Month by releasing BRAND NEW MUSIC! Grace Gaustad's new song 'PILLBX' is out now and we have a special stripped-down performance just for you! Grace took to twitter to say:
I am dropping my first song āPillbxā from my new album project on June 1st to stand up for those who arenāt always able to stand up for themselves.
Watch Grace Gaustad perform 'PILLBX' below:
Deep dive into the lyrics for 'PILLBX' below!
I donāt like to wake up
Now that Iām a grown upĀ
Iām never where I wanna be
Try to keep my nose cleanĀ
Make my mama proud of meĀ
Donāt think about my fantasiesĀ
But Iāve been living two lives
One of themās in my mindĀ
Itās how I spend my free timeĀ
Iām running out of white lies
And Iām running out of white linesĀ
And If you wanna know whyĀ
Iāve got such a bad sideĀ
I keep him on my bedsideĀ
Ask myself every night, would I want a different life?
If you could take a pill and make it go away would you change your face, your race, your weight, wake up say fuck it I donāt care what they sayĀ
Would you rather be straight, have different last name, never run away or make your parents mistakes
Have a love that lasts and get outta your headĀ
Never do another drug, never drink again
Smoke another cigarette, maybe choose better friends
Wake up, heads up, I saidĀ
Open up your pillbox
What you hate and what you love
Open up your pillboxĀ
If only we could write these upĀ
Open up your pillbox
I wish I had magic drugsĀ
Open up your pillboxĀ
If only we could write these up
As much I may want to
I canāt ever love you
Cause we donāt like the same things
Yeah, I have a lotta secretsĀ Ā Ā
Making love to my demonsĀ
Dying on the defense, with a reasonĀ
Cause Iāve been living two lives
One of themās in my mindĀ
It's how I spend my free timeĀ
Iām running out of white lies,Ā
Iām running out of white linesĀ
If you wanna know whyĀ
Iāve got such a bad sideĀ
I keep him on my bedsideĀ
Ask myself every night, would I want a different life?
If you could take a pill and make it go away would you change your face, your race, your weight, wake up say fuck it I donāt care what they sayĀ
Would you rather be straight, have different last name, never run away or make your parents mistakes
Have a love that lasts and get outta your headĀ
Never do another drug, never drink again
Smoke another cigarette maybe choose better friends
Wake up, heads up, I saidĀ
Open up your pillbox
What you hate and what you love
Open up your pillboxĀ
If only we could write these upĀ
Open up your pillbox
I wish I had magic drugsĀ
Open up your pillboxĀ
If only we could write these up