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WATCH: Grace Gaustad Performs 'PILLBX' (Stripped-Down Version)

Photo: CHELSEA LAUREN

NEXT UP Artist Grace Gaustad is kicking off Pride Month by releasing BRAND NEW MUSIC! Grace Gaustad's new song 'PILLBX' is out now and we have a special stripped-down performance just for you! Grace took to twitter to say:

I am dropping my first song ā€œPillbxā€ from my new album project on June 1st to stand up for those who arenā€™t always able to stand up for themselves.

Watch Grace Gaustad perform 'PILLBX' below:

Deep dive into the lyrics for 'PILLBX' below!

I donā€™t like to wake up

Now that Iā€™m a grown upĀ 

Iā€™m never where I wanna be

Try to keep my nose cleanĀ 

Make my mama proud of meĀ 

Donā€™t think about my fantasiesĀ 

But Iā€™ve been living two lives

One of themā€™s in my mindĀ 

Itā€™s how I spend my free timeĀ 

Iā€™m running out of white lies

And Iā€™m running out of white linesĀ 

And If you wanna know whyĀ 

Iā€™ve got such a bad sideĀ 

I keep him on my bedsideĀ 

Ask myself every night, would I want a different life?

If you could take a pill and make it go away would you change your face, your race, your weight, wake up say fuck it I donā€™t care what they sayĀ 

Would you rather be straight, have different last name, never run away or make your parents mistakes

Have a love that lasts and get outta your headĀ 

Never do another drug, never drink again

Smoke another cigarette, maybe choose better friends

Wake up, heads up, I saidĀ 

Open up your pillbox

What you hate and what you love

Open up your pillboxĀ 

If only we could write these upĀ 

Open up your pillbox

I wish I had magic drugsĀ 

Open up your pillboxĀ 

If only we could write these up

As much I may want to

I canā€™t ever love you

Cause we donā€™t like the same things

Yeah, I have a lotta secretsĀ Ā Ā 

Making love to my demonsĀ 

Dying on the defense, with a reasonĀ 

Cause Iā€™ve been living two lives

One of themā€™s in my mindĀ 

It's how I spend my free timeĀ 

Iā€™m running out of white lies,Ā 

Iā€™m running out of white linesĀ 

If you wanna know whyĀ 

Iā€™ve got such a bad sideĀ 

I keep him on my bedsideĀ 

Ask myself every night, would I want a different life?

If you could take a pill and make it go away would you change your face, your race, your weight, wake up say fuck it I donā€™t care what they sayĀ 

Would you rather be straight, have different last name, never run away or make your parents mistakes

Have a love that lasts and get outta your headĀ 

Never do another drug, never drink again

Smoke another cigarette maybe choose better friends

Wake up, heads up, I saidĀ 

Open up your pillbox

What you hate and what you love

Open up your pillboxĀ 

If only we could write these upĀ 

Open up your pillbox

I wish I had magic drugsĀ 

Open up your pillboxĀ 

If only we could write these up


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